I am on NuvaRing and I think it is making me insane. I just put my new month in and I have already turned into an emotional freak. It is so weird. All last week (no ring) I was awesome, so happy, so in love, so proud of myself and my life. What happened. Tonight I am just a crazy. I am sad. I hate New York. I miss working. I miss my dad. Birth control sucks. But I am not trying to have another baby anytime soon, so I guess I just have to suck it up and shut the f up.