A few months ago I unintentionally hurt a good friend's feelings. At the time she was 7 months pregnant. Since then I have emailed her multiple times trying to explain myself. I have yet to hear from her. She had her baby in December and I never knew. I have yet to see a picture of her daughter and it makes me so sad. I thought after she had the baby, she would realize that my comments were not meant to hurt her, they were simply my own personal opinion. I believed that after she had the baby she would realize that it was meaningless to be mad at me, there would be more important things for her to concentrate on. I hate the fact that I cannot call her up and see how motherhood is treating her. She played such a vital role in my life when Catcher was born I just cannot believe that I cannot do the same for her. To have a friends stop being your friend after some bullshit makes one wonder, where we truly ever friends to begin with? I guess I will just have to wait it out and see. All I can do know is wish her and her new family all the love and light there is throughout the universe.